A Woman with Purpose - On Purpose
Someone once told me that I was a great example of a Titus 2 woman. I remember thinking that I was a fraud. How could someone see that in me when I couldn't see it in myself? I always read Titus 2 and saw how far away I was from being that woman. I was just accidentally falling into some of those characteristics and people saw that. Then panic and doubt set in. Was I playing a part that people were buying?
One of the most important lessons I learned as a photographer was perspective. I realized I was viewing myself from a place of fear. Others were seeing parts of me that I wasn't looking at because I was so focused on where I was failing. I began to read Titus 2 from a new perspective. There were both strengths and weaknesses.
I have purpose and I need to be purposeful about it. So, my challenge today is to work on one of my weaknesses from Titus 2. Keeping the home is a huge weakness for me. It is something that I just didn't do because I was bad at it. The reality is I was bad at it because I didn't do it. Something to do with that whole practice makes perfect lesson that I hated hearing about as a young lass. I was just hiding behind excuses to avoid it. This is my year of no excuses though - so I have to confront that weakness head on. This is something I am going to overcome. Keeping the home is going to go on my strengths list. I have purposed in my heart to do it. Why? Because it is all part of me fulfilling my purpose.
I can finally see myself as a Titus 2 woman. Not because I have perfected it, but because I am in the journey of it. I am growing in it. I see where I am excelling at it and not just where I fall short.
My challenge to you today is to look at yourself from another perspective. You might be surprised at who you find.
Love and Blessings!
Bri
This is both an excellent entry and a humbling encounter with truth. Thank you. Fear is my greatest weakness, and I am well familiar with the feeling of being a fraud. You have given me much to think on and pray about.
ReplyDeleteAwesome, thank you.
ReplyDeleteI think as a woman, most of us struggle with feeling like a fraud at one time or another. Add motherhood and being a wife and try holding all that together and that can add to the feeling. I am so glad you posted this Bri. This, too, is one of my weaknesses and I struggle every day to become better at it. Thank you for your honesty :)
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